why am i like this

cw: lonely aroace ramble

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the entire zine is a picture of the handmade original, the zine is handwritten in black pen, with every loop in letters filled with the same color per page, the zine is eight total pages (front / back covers & six inbetween pages);

the front cover has the words “why am i like this” highlighted in pink with un highlighted words underneath that read “a ramble by ev”, the loop fill color is blue;

page one reads “i have a hard time figuring out Attraction. it’s not fun” with the word “Attraction” highlighted in pink, under the words there is a simplistic face with a straight slanted mouth, the loop fill color is orange;

page two is a heart (center) filled with the aromantic flag (green, white, grey, black) on top of an asexual pride flag (black grey white purple), the colors are scribbled in with pens, pencil, and marker;

page three reads "“i woudn’t mind not feeling it at all. (i think that’d be nice, actually)”, the loop color is olive green?;

page five says “the problem is that i feel just enough (underlined in pink) to want to do something about it”, the loop color is navy blue;

page six says “but never enough to want what EVERYONE (highlighted in green) else wants...” filled with pink,

page seven reads “...what i “should want”” surrounded by tiny red hearts, there is smaller writing at the bottom of pg six & seven that reads “(kissing, holding hands, cuddling, romance)”;

the back cover is blank;
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listened to "why am i like this" by orla gartland while making this little guy